Peace Be With You

"To love another is to see the face of God"........

I listened to his speech.....and thought about faith......

Lost in thought i saw energy coming out of the man's hands kneeling before me....

why is it when you pray, you close your hands?
His hands were open, offering all he had to the world
and recieving it back....

I read the passage for January 14th, the day I was Born...
"All those that believed and had faith came together on the day of rest"

The man kneeling infront of me was blind....
He couldn't see, yet he still believed. He was unable to see Jesus's face up on the cross,
the priest drinking the blood of christ, the children walking down the Aisles...yet he knew

FAITH...it's what brings us all together....
even though you can't see...
it is there..

I wish on this day that everyone has faith.
Everyone knows and believes that there is Peace....Eternal Love...
we are all united.
i love you all..
bless you all from the bottom of my heart....

Ryan Tucker

he knows some of my deepest and darkest seceret's...
has seen my at my worse, at my best and no matter what
has always stuck by my side
almost 5,000 miles away at times
and still knows when i need him.....

it started out funny....
we were roomates, and i admit, i annoyed the shit out of him...
talking on my phone while he was sleeping, making noise while getting ready, shutting the door too hard.
but he told me, and taught me....and i took that with me...
and shared it....

we taught each other trust, and shared so much...
when i was broke, he had money, and when i had money he was broke.
we were always there to balance each other out, and knew that it would always work out.

who knew that a jew from new jersey and a mormon from utah could become such good friends.
who knew that the two of them could have such a big family of people from all over...
we are so lucky....
"we all came and went together for a reason" so he says, which i truely agree...

this blog goes out to the coolest nerd i know...Ryan Tucker....
thank you..I love you <3

and i love the rest of my family too <3

Colors of the Wind

"Easy Skanking" -Bob Marley <3

He was a realist...
she was a dreamer.
if only a few months ago; he could have seen her....
flowers in her hair, flying through the wind without a care...paddling out against the waves,
snorkling in turtle caves. working 40 hours a week, yet going to the beach all the time...

"we go together, opposite attract" (yet another janet jackson reference)

balance.
magnetic fields of energy.
we all have both passions in us, some have more of one than the other...
i like to paint with all the colors of the wind, feel it under my arms
making me soar, towards rainbows and peace.

"taking it easy, we takin' it slow"

doing what i have to do for this amount of time, only two weeks left,
pushing myself to the limits, conisistantly passing the test...

a strong woman am i, hear me rawrrrr....

sleepies :)

Its a Wonderful Life

Imagine- John Lennon <3

" To George....the Richest man in town"....

this statement wasn't about money.
it was about love.
tears of gratitude continue to stream from my eyes....
there hasn't been one time where i have watched that movie where i haven't been brought to tears...
happy ones....

he thought he had nothing.
its sad that sometimes you have to see what nothing is in order to truely appreciate what you have...

"you existance impacts everyone's life"....

 crossing pathes with someone for even half a second could change their life.
we have the ability to sense things, but life isn't a movie....
we can't meet clarence and see what life would be like if we didnt exist...

he ran into his house and ran to his children....he held his little girl for at least the last three minutes of the movie....smiles, peace and love radiate the room.....the view of the child...
who is greatful for everything, every moment....

i am greatful for every moment.

we camped for days, lived off a campfire the back of two pick up trucks.
about 6 of us or so, adventuring, exploring, learning, sharing, we had the bare mininum
but we had it all....


i love you all. i am so greatful to have friends almost anywhere i touch on a globe....
i get it now.......

imagine......
you may say i'm a dreamer...but i'm not the only one

in john lennon's last interview he said "i dont write to teach or preach, i just want to let out my emotions and share it with the world"....
thank you for your inspirations for letting me share.... <3

If you love someone, set them free?

"If you Love someone, set them free"...
is this statement true, or will you always wonder what is meant to be?

your destiny, endless possibility, after possibility, one slice of time
can alter your life, one decision, one breathe.

one step foward, one step back...

"we go together opposites attract"   (i had to add in the Janet Jackson)

i think, i wonder, i wonder no matter what that i will think
equations of sensations, alternate universe, the answers are diverse
rambles of rattlings and ryhmes, usually sound good in times.

snow. i saw my first snow fall since maui.
everything froze in time. i was thinking about you the instant i looked out the window,
i saw cold frozen dropplets, falling from the sky, a different element that i am used to.
oh snow god, where did you come from?
new elements to my suprise, everyday.
today i litterally was cat woman and crawled up a wall.
i have not only re-developed my inner, but my outer strength
by body is sore, getting harder...
as my body shrink my brain expands.
i am so excited, and want to tell you how happy i am, how happy i am for you.
but for now i will tell someone else.
we are like rats in a race, consistantly achieving our goals.
this is not a competition...

Moon River

Moon River

Everynight i come home from work and turn on the Simpsons. Third night in the row, it reflects my day....

"were after the same rainbow's end...waitin' round the bend, my huckleberry friend, moon river and me"

we are all dreamers. weather it to be a famous dj, actor, movie maker, writer....

"dream- maker, you heart breaker"

here for a short amount of time, but while we are. we can learn.

frank sinatra was the first version i heard, and it makes me think of her, her smile, her voice. me and flo talk about my grandma, frank sinatra and multiple things every night. she talks about the "good old days" when the guys were romantic. it is funny how i can relate to a lady in her early 80's and have the same values.

wearing the t shirt sommer gave me saying " I don't like boys I like my Freedom" i smile, smell her lavender herbal blend still left on her shirt rub against my skin i smile to myself and go to bed...
happy.

worked 28 hours in the past 48 hours......i am done for...

Nothing is Negative, Nothing is Positive, It Just Is

Season of the Witch

you can always feel the energy...

the first words he said to me was, "you saved me"....little did he know that he saved me.

he looked all over the gummy frogs. i asked who he was giving them to and he replied that they were for him with a smile. i giggled. he told me they weren't to be eaten that they were for a ceremony.

i already had a good feeling about him. he said quietly, " not to be wierd but i am studying to be a shaman, i am learning about the teachings in peru". we talked for about 20 minutes, about shakra's energy, meta-physics, psychology, reiki, meditation, shiva, vishnu, destruction, creation, paths, atlantis, egypt, transforing of knowledge and energy.

Sleeping on a Summers Day

He told me purple was his favorite color, the reason for this is that it is the crown chakra. We were meant to meet today. He asked me my name, when i replied "Sarah", he smiled and said, " ahh Sarah from the bible was a very strong lady, and so are you". Thank you I said, i know.

Even if someone crosses your path for as little as a second, they can change your life in that short amout of time.That look in each others eyes, the kind smile to cheer up someone's bad day. A sincere compliment. Being humble, honest, old school. Respectful.

I came home from a 13 hour work day, sat down and turned on the TV. The simpsons were on, Lisa met some Wican girls and they were doing a ceremony. The simpsons last night also related to my previous day. At the end of the episode a song played that catched my ear. I have been listening to it for an hour straight. The next song i found by the writer was called Atlantis, another conversation we had about.

"When I look over my shoulder, What do you think I see? Some other cat looking over
His shoulder at me. And he's strange, sure he's strange.
You've got to pick up every stitch,You've got to pick up every stitch,
Beatniks are out to make it rich,
Oh no, must be the season of the witch,
Must be the season of the witch, yeah, Must be the season of the witch.
You've got to pick up every stitch,
The rabbits running in the ditch,
Beatniks are out to make it rich,
Oh no, must be the season of the witch, Must be the season of the witch, Must be the season of the witch.
When I look. When I look out my window, What do you think I see ?
And when I look in my window,
So many different people to be
It's strange, sure it's strange.
You've got to pick up every stitch, You've got to pick up every stitch,
The rabbits running in the ditch,
Oh no, must be the season of the witch,"

I walk into the kitchen to find my subsciption of Yoga Journal Magize. The second article i randomly open to is "The Sun Always Rises", which i continually talk about.
- "just as the sun continues to rise each day,s dispelling the dakrness ofnight and bringing new life and new growth"
- "when you disover that even when circumstances are beyond your control, life often worksout just fine, and sometimes even better than you could have imagined"

you must trust that there is an order as to how things are going, nothing is negative or positive, it just is, and you have to accept that.

I took the man's card with the group's websight, and i see a new bright to my future. The card actually says, "When the student is ready the teacher comes along."

Its been about a week since i saw him. He cought me on my lunch break. Instead of eating i talked to him for a half hour. It felt as though i have known him for years. He even called me to say goodnight when I will see him tomorrow. I miss that sweetness, its what i deserve and I am glad that i am recieving it from the right people. Maybe i do believe in free love?

I can't wait for this adventure......

Walking in the Rain

I like to keep on going...
i like making you coming.....
feeling your big difference....tasting your difference
a year past but it seemed like minutes...
warm bodies wrapped around one another
this is how its supposed to be.
laughing, talking, kissing.
walking arm in arm in the rain.
the hustle and bustle of the city was so loud
but the only thing i could hear was our hearts beating.
it was only hours before i was walking down the street with him
in the cold wind, hand and hand. subway trains going in the same direction.
at different stops. in less then a 27th of a frame. it was over.
the things with movies are that you are always curious whats going to happen next. there are an infinite amount ending.
familiarity and suprises to come.
you can have your cake and eat it too.
con-grad-u-fucking-lations.
all is fair in love and war.

Fly away

At the train station....at a spot where i was not supposed to be these two songs came on:

Leaving on Jet Plane

I'm like a bird

Off track...on the wrong track....
back to the right track...........

i'm leaving on a jet plane because i am free as a bird.......
i know where im going...
yet my heart is staying....
i have to much love to share

Your invisible now, no secerets to conceal.....

How does it feel? - Bob Dylan
How does it feel
to be on your own.....
like a rollin' stone...
with no direction home......

i was never good at math..
an algerbraic equation that i can't even solve or spell...
so tell me...
how does it feel?

do you want to make a deal?
a new month. a new start again, with an old past.
holding me over.

i like second chances, i got one...
you lost yours....

life is beautiful and love is too
projection through words, hiding it through words.
find your way home.

your invisible now, you got no seceret's to conceal......