She died about a week ago this time last year. Never getting to see the next Jew Year. As she laid in her hospital bed, she handed me her neclace and said:
"you will find the right one, i know it in my heart it will be soon"... the next day i "met" someone the next day around noon. we woke up on the living room floor and looked into others eyes...."who are you?" "who are you?" what a lovely suprise.
she just wanted me to be happy. that what she was waiting for. before she can go explore the unknown, or have we all seen this before?
You saved in my dreams last night. I dont know how that car is still running. A true maui cruiser. A car that can hold up to 14 people or more. Reminding me. There isn't just one. There isn't 3. There are so many people that i love. that love me. all over the world. a big family.
I can't help to think but maybe there isn't the right one. Because i found the right many. <3
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