Saturday, March 26, 2011

Love on Paper

From the minute i was able to put a pen in my hand i began to write her letters...
the letter i left her the day before she died was on her bedside...
probably one of the last things she ever read...
my love on paper....

tears drip unto my typing fingers and an easing sadness takes over my body...
words jumping in my head, a lump in my throat, my eyes blurry....

it breaks my heart to see this pain all around me
and with all the power i have, i can't do anything to control it.
out of
con trol
.chaos.

tsunami waves flood the shorelines wrecking years, decades, lives that have been
built. in one second. it was over.

and it breaks my heart to see all this pain around me
and with all this power i have, i can't do anything to control it....she is stronger; mother nature. the universe.
out of 
con trol
.chaos.

go with it. swim with the tides of the ocean and see where it takes you.
since you can't control it you might as well enjoy it.

but what do you do...my question is when not everyone is as happy as you?

a different pen, but the same heart....
in my letters i wrote out of love...
love from the very start.

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