Change

After finishing up a conversation with kelly using the words the words, " I have to go get ready for 90210"....and thinking back to almost 20 years ago....i said the same exact words to her..
20 years ago...till today i still watch Lori Laughlin on tv.
I had a flashback to my dream last night....my TV came on and there was a spiritual leader...he said:
"Things will always change, but the things that matter will stay the same".
I still watch 90210. My family and Friends are still the same. My GBG'S have been my best friends since as early as kindergarden.
All of us still get together, and are going to our reunion together. Our crew.

I thought i saw my nana today, even though she passed away last year.
I stood there, confused unknowing what to say. As i stared at her, i realized it was Mrs. Shapiro; one of my personal customers from years ago, who looks like she is part of my family and ironically shares the same last name as part of my family. I wanted to go up to her, but i was shocked. Even though my nana is no longer physically with me, i feel her spirit everyday. that will never change.

I want to change. I want to stay the same.

10:07 pm

i continue to chase the sun, and i get burned. my body hot...
i refuse to wear sunblock.
i dont need any uv protection.
it will only make me stronger.
i will continue to chase the sun. and i will continue to get burned. my body hot...
i will refuse to wear sunblock.
i dont need any uv protection.
it will only make me stronger.