The last words out of my mouth before break was, "I want to meet somebody new".
I was wearing tight black pants, and a form fitting white see through-ish t shirt, hair in a pony tail; rolled out of bed faced. I had 5 minutes left, and he stopped me. I usually say no I am not interested, but he was different. The second I looked into his blue eyes, i felt the energy. It was an amazing 5 minutes. He said he would come visit me later. I am such a sucker for blue eyes and brown hair...especially guys who are foreign and are jewish (the jewish part i have never said until the past 2 years).
I figured out in the second before i started writing this.
I lit my lighter, far away from what i was lighting, what i wanted to be lit sparked, without the lighter coming close to it. The energy transformed before my eyes. The Fire burning so bright, made another spark. And thats what we do.
We make sparks.
I love the sparks.
That is my favorite part.
No matter how we act, we truely attract what we want, what believe, what we deserve.
Surival of the fittest. I think I am going to study the psychological human evolution. Humans, how we have come to have certain characteristics.Why some are so weak minded, other strong, some delusional, others balance.
Why? I find myself asking that question over and over. Curious George.
So I guess I lied, I can be bothered, if I really want to. And thats the truth.
You do what you want. You can make the time, if you want.
I am picky with who I think is worthy of my time, after all...
"I have a party to attend"
Always on the move. ..Queen bee's need to rest sometimes.
I will indulge in a bubble bath....wash my body with the same soap you do...
your warm soapy bubbles all over my body...i miss that...yummmmm :)
you can't stop the energy....
dont let the energy stop you.
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