Forever Young

We were on a boat in the middle of the ocean and I had a video camera in my hand...
the song "Forever Young" by Rod Stewart was playing repeatedly throughout this dream...
i woke up with it in my head.
I put the camera on my nana....she was right there with me...
it has been so long since she has come to me...
I heard her say my name...but that is all i can remember....
it was me and my whole family...
mom, dad, sister, me and my grandma...
somehow it went bad and we were invaded by Asian pirates...
they kidnapped and drugged my mom and gramda..
they left me and my sister and dad on the boat...
forever young is still in the background....
for some reason we wind up in oregon...we are in a big house
my sister was waiting outside in the car while me and my dad went to rescue my mom and his mom.
we found them in a room, my grandma was okay and my mom was not...she said that they are coming back soon. we carried them to the car hid them under some blankets in our big van and drove down the country road.....my dream flashed back to a close up of my grandma on the camera...
forever young playing in the background...
i woke up in a panic...with that song stuck in my head...its still playing as i type this....
what does this all mean?
forever young........focused on my grandma who lived till she was 94...
are we all forever young?
are we all young forever?
i don't know......but i think so and i hope so...
at work the other day i met a lady who was 95....she comes up to me, starts chatting and goes "Sarah....i like your name....my next door neighbor's name is Sarah and she is 93....you are going to live a long time" as she looked me right in the eyes. it sent chills down my spine, she was so serious. she blessed me and i said thank you and blessed her too.
for the past two weeks, there have been constant patterns or themes in my life. I believe you attract things based on the waves of your brain and your energy. I also seem to attract the same things when things are going the way they are supposed to be going. Balanced.
I think back to last month how unbalanced i was, and i am so glad to be on the right path again. No more working at a crazy store worrying about my parent's life, going to the hospital all day. I work 40 hours a week, soon to be more, and I am happy. I get to do what i like, pretend i am in Maui while i hoola hoop and sip on fruit smoothies. Meditate, pilates, walk, play jepordy against my dad...which i am actually really good at. A routine. Humans are creatures of Routine.
Speaking of which, in my Routine I usually don't fall asleep till around 2am...last night i fell asleep before 11.
I woke up with the song Forever Young stuck in my head with my nana's face. The phone rings...my dad's voice almost like he was talking to his mother. People have different tones in the voice when they are talking to their mother, friend, lover, co-worker, boss or stranger...I miss that tone in his voice...
Back to yesterday...
Rewind....
yesterday 10pm....what i meant to say...
My powers have been strong recently. My energy high. As yesterday I talked about distruction, I seemed to destroy almost everything in my path. My energy usually effects electronics when this happens. Things tend to break without me touching them when I am around. It started when i signed my paper work at my new job. I went behind the counter, and the computer started to go nuts, making funny noises. My new co-worker had a funny look on her face and says that never happens, only when it goes on and off.  I came home and i threw up....my body had to get rid of something unwanted. I come home from work last night, after telling them that I have to cut back on my hours because I have a new job, and telling my other job I have to quit. The one place was actually happy for me. I was happy. After vocally changing my path i walk into my bedroom...and turned on the light. It makes a spark and the light bulb blows out. About 2 hours later, i turn my tv on. BZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. This loud irrating noise wouldnt stop, actually making my tv vibrate. I couldn't fix it, my dad pronounced that it was done for. Yesterday (actually 2 days ago) the wind gusts so high, there were advisery's....she was excited and loud...trying to say something. I have had a funny feeling for about two weeks now...Ever since i figured things out....and was finalized in my position. What is going on? Why all the commotion? I go to sleep and have the strangest dream about my family...wake up and see your similiar story. Tears pour from my eyes without me even noticing till it hits the top of my hand. All these coincidences are driving me nuts. There is a heavy feeling in my stomache and a light feeling in my heart.
I figured it out, i am lucky to be smart, but i am also sensitive and a dreamer. In order to make my dreams come true, i have to be smart about it, but my sensitivity gets in the way. Some people are just not smart, yet dream and stay in one place. I feel bad for them. But maybe they don't feel bad for themseleves? I dont know. I guess it is better to be me, not sound concided. I'd rather try and fail then never try and wonder.